Waste My Time|On Hold
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  • Reads 186
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 14m
Ongoing, First published Feb 23, 2021
Mature
Trigger Warning! The majority of this book can be triggering. It contains self-harm, abuse (physical, mental and sexual), rape and murder. If there is a triggering part of a chapter, I will put a *⚠* beside the chapter name. Read all of those at your own risk.
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Bronx Smith is innocent. No matter what society, she's innocent. She has a bad life, but she did not kill her step-mother. She did not kill her step-brother. It was not her fault. It was not her fault she was the only one that survived that fatal crash. It was not her fault that her step-mother died on impact. It was not her fault that her step-brother died on his way to the hospital. It was not her fault that her father wanted another boy. It was not her fault her father overdosed. It was not her fault, but everyone thought it was. 

Ben Summers is not innocent. Everyone agrees. He had an okay life. He had money, but barely any parents. He did kill his step-mother. He pushed her over the edge. He set the trap. He put the bullet in his own step-mothers skull. It was all his fault. It was his fault his father remarried. It was his fault that Bronx ended up in his world. But, it's her fault he fell. It's her fault that he loves it when she wastes his time.
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Not a teaser anymore. This is not a teaser anymore, I'm gonna keep writing it. Updates might be slow so don't get mad to me please!

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