Kill Me, Heal Me
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I could feel the car spinning as the screech of metal against cement pierced my senses and the toppling over of the car as i was thrown into the embrace of the seat belt before it all came to a top and silence filled the night but the problem is, a huge weight is on top of me and i'm hanging upside down.
I felt something wet sliding down sa gilid ng aking noo and my head throbbed at ang aking mata ay parabang bumibigat kaya't sinusubukan kung kalugin ang aking nararamdaman na wag matulog.
I felt my throat going dry nang makita ko ang ang aking mga magulang na walang mga malay and the dread settled in the pit of my stomach as panic surged through me.
Kinalabit ko ang aking seatbelt upang lumapit sa aking mga magulang kahit nanghihina parin. I saw my parents faintly nang makalapit na ako sakanila.
"NO NO NO NO NO! Mom? Dad?! Please wake up, mom? Dad? Please wake up!" I pleaded and begged ngunit kahit anong bagay na gawin ko, my mom and dad didn't open their eyes.
I sobbed uncontrollably and scream my self for hoarse. Yet i didn't felt a thing, pinananatiling ko paring sumigaw with what i left, nanininiwalang may ibang taong makakarinig sa akin.
The tears begun as i felt sorrow filled my being and hope ejecting itself from my core.
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