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What Anxiety Feels Like (DNF/ Dream not found angst)

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Reads 168,980
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Parts 21
Time 2h 30m

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Anxiety comes creeping back into George's life from his childhood. Thinking he can handle it on his own, he doesn't tell anyone. 

That plan goes out the window when he calls Dream in the middle of having a panic attack because even when his mind is spinning and he feels like he's suffocating- 

Dream will always be the calm in his craziest stormsAll Rights Reserved

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