I never thought about Oranges in winter

Etoshi is a third year in Tokyo university going through a rough patch in his life, struggling with self-harm in between his transition years between high school and college he slowly starts to acclimate the consequences of his parents abandonment. Working as a intern after classes and feeling alone in the big city, his long hair covers the piercings and his baggy clothes cover art of a past self that were once a standout feature of his life but are frowned upon in his new community. Never being able to show his true self in front of others he begin to depersonalize. alone, he makes a last ditch effort to try to try and reconnect with his home self