you're not alone as long as you're here

honestly, as I'm making this it is the middle of the night. I'm sitting here knowing I have to be awake in a few hours, yet for some reason I feel the need to make this. I am not sure what it will be yet, but probably more of a journal and safe space for anyone who needs to vent/talk to someone about something. this is for anyone who stumbles on it and feels alone. for the ones who kind of have friends but not real friends that they can turn to or trust. for the ones who have so much they are carrying and are trying to find a place to put it. put it here. I will be here for you. if you think no one cares, I want to let you know that I do care.
I'm proud of you for staying, and I want you to know how incredibly strong you are. so please, stay for a while with me. take a seat and rest while we talk, even if it is a casual talk for distraction or just you needing to get some things off your chest I am here for you. thank you for being here.
if you know me irl though please go away, I'm begging you. please lose all interest right now and go away. I cant be face to face with myself like that.