Denying What I Always Knew
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Last published Mon, Apr 12, 2021
Caleb Sawyer was an enigma to his friends. Quiet and reserved, Cal didn't talk much, but when he did it was with a wisdom of someone wise beyond is thirty-five years. But what his friends didn't know, is Caleb has a secret. A secret he has kept all his life; Caleb is gay. And to Cal, if that wasn't bad enough, he just so happened to be in love with one of his best friends, Sebastian Sinclair. Sebastian, Seb to his friends and family, is bi-sexual and will sleep with anything that has a pulse. So what's the problem between him and Caleb? Sebastian just so happens to be in love with their other best friend, Jackson Harper, who is head over heels for Ethan Hall.
When tragedy strikes Caleb, demons from his past resurface and bring him face to face with what he fears the most; admitting the truth about himself. Will Caleb be able to conquer his fears in time, or will he lose Sebastian forever because he's denying what he always knew?
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