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Angel, please don't go home...(rusame)

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Hi! This is my first story so I apologize in advance for my bad writing. I hope you'll like it!

Russia lives with his two younger sisters, Ukraine and Belarus, and his father, USSR, who was mean to him and abused his. One day a new student came to his school. His name was America. They became friends and despite all the bad things that happened they managed to get through them together. One day they got in a fight and stopped talking. And many truths were revealed about Russia's past. America tried to save Russia from getting killed by an enemy of his father. Will he make it? Will he get to him on time? 


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