Take It or Leave It

He won't even look at me. I wonder what went wrong, we were so close last year, we told each other everything, and we even were close over the summer. He came over we hungout, then he left for a week to visit family, and we went back to school and now this? I hate it, I miss being able to laugh at his jokes easily, I miss him laughing just the right way at one of my jokes even if he was the only one laughing. I miss us talking, and me being able to look at his gorgeous light brown eyes, that were a perfect shade, that they looked almost golden. I miss his perfectly white teeth, and adorable dimples when he smiled. He was my closest and best friend in the whole world. This sucks.

I can't even look at her, I don't know why, I just can't. We were so close, closer than me and my little brother. I can't even talk to her. What is wrong with me, I keep catching her glancing over here as if she is expecting me to walk over and say something. I would love to, but I just can't. Believe me I would love to walk over there and casually make a joke making her eyes light up when she smiled. Goddamn she is gorgeous. When she smiles she lights up any room, her eyes always have a mischeivious sparkle in them that makes you want to do something fun, stupid, something that is adventurous. Her laugh is like music, it floats, and you can't get enough of it. I love the way her whole face lights up when she talks about something she loves. I miss being that guy that makes her happy.