The Pain I feel.
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Ongoing5m
Last published Wed, Nov 5, 2014
You were sitting in the cafeteria the first time you saw him. He was the new kid in town and he ended up living right fucking next to you. You had a MAJOR crush on him. You would say it was "love at first sight" but that was bullshit that only happened in movies. You looked over at him and he was looking right. Fucking. At. You.
{I have no idea why people on my Deviantart liked this. But they did, So I decided to re-post it here with both Female and Male pronouns.}
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