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Reads 2,096
Votes 468
Parts 19
Time 2h 47m

TheHangingMan146

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angst anxietyattacks friendfiction friendship psychology sad school-life selfharm short-story spirituality suicidal teen teenfiction weird

ʟɪғᴇ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴀsʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴇᴀsʏ. ɪᴛ's ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ᴜᴘs ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏᴡɴs. 
  𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗, 𝚠𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚗.

Arashi - a teenager who seems to have gone through all that pain. He advises, understands, and suffers a lot. All sins and burdens fell on him. Until he met two friends, Those two people saved him. Before he did stupid things, those two were there and gave him advice. They help him change, learn to accept, let go of the past to move towards a better future.
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The clock keeps ticking, the wind keeps on blowing. Things keep on changing even the people here...This room is full of silence, full of darkness,  full of sadness...

Time passes by, and I still can't sleep.  It is midnight, and I can not stop thinking about you; Still can't stop remembering you. You are gone. You left us here, left us alone. 
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𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 :
→ Cursing 
→ Depression/ Self -harm
→  Abuse 
→ Spirituality ( just maybe :^) 
→ Bad English;-; ( on my way editing) 
If you are not comfortable with that, please don't read this.
Also, does this count as sci-fi? 
~ 𝗔𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗱 - 𝗢𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗼𝗻 𝗪𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗽𝗮𝗱 ~All Rights Reserved

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