Changing Him {Jastin} boyxboy
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Last published Mon, Jul 27, 2015
I've been changed... but for the worse I don't know what he's doing to me but these feelings keep coming back, and I hate it. I hate having mixed feelings.
Maybe because he changed me or maybe because ..... I don't know. All I know is that I need and want him so badly.
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"You've gotta help me c'mon you change me this way! So you can change me back! Right?"
"I-i— Look this isn't a power I have I was told to do this. If I could change you back I swear I would, but I can't.... I'm sorry. "
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