For most of Áine's lonely life, war is all she's known. War took her father, then her best friend. War had taken the only man she might have ever loved. As she awaits for war to take her as well, she eventually learns that there are far more unbearable things than death. Sirius Black x OFC - MOSTLY canon compliant, based mostly from the books, except for situations where canon simply doesn't make sense! Warning: This book covers potentially triggering subjects such as depression, violence, suicidal ideation, assault, sex and drug use. This is not a children's story or for those who are easily triggered.