A Beautiful Nightmare

Sa mundong puno ng panghuhusga, makakaya mo bang hanapin ang taong hindi ka huhusgahan?

Kaya mo bang pagbigyan ng kahit ilang sandali ang iyong sarili upang maniwala sa lahat ng sinasabi nila? Paano kung hindi mo kayanin? Paano kung magiging bangungot mo ito na hindi mo kayang gisingin ang iyong sarili upang maka usad?

Bibigyan mo ba ng pagkakataon ang iyong sarili na paniwalaan sila?

Hanggang sa huli ba ay kaya mong humawak ng mahigpit upang hindi ka bumitaw?

Paano kung hindi?

Paano kung

Ayaw mo na.

There will always be someone who wish for your success but what if he is the reason why you never wish upon a star because he's the reason why you ended up losing hope.

Can you still consider everything that's happen to be a nightmare? A beautiful nightmare.

"I want you to hold my hand because one thing for sure is that I won't let go even if you are slipping away. I want you to shout your wish with me with no hesitation. I want you to be there because you are my wish even if you consider me being in your life a nightmare." his eyes were all busted and red from all the cryings.

Umiling ako at suminghot. Tinitignan siya na may luha sa aking mga mata.

"No. You have to let me go." hikbi ko habang tinatatagan ang sarili na sabihin na hindi siya para sa akin. "Listen, you won't gain anything from. Ubos na ubos na ako. Pagod na rin akong umasa na may magbabago kaya sana-"

"I won't and will never stop. Not in this lifetime or even if the next lifetime."

Pumikit ako ng mariin at dahan dahan na tinanggal ang singsing na sinuot niya sa akin noong una naming date. Inabot ko iyon sa kanya.

"I will stop from here. Because you will always remain a beautiful nightmare to me and nothing more. I'm sorry."

AN: mabagal mag update si author