Environment or Fate?

The environment is the one factor that directly affects our life path which called "fate". We asked this question a lot "Who am I?" but we never search for an answer as we don't have "time". I start this journey by asking this question to myself in order to understand why I am here on this Earth and what are my powers. Unfortunately, as a little kid realize there is no Santa Claus, I felt similar about my power in the beginning. Some time passed, I still didn't leave this topic alone and search my identity then it hits me as they say you find your teacher when you are ready. Because all this time I was searching for this identity somewhere but I was not looking it in me where the data of myself stored since the time I knew my name in this world. Most people call it "awakening" but I would call it non-stop curiosity of our existence.