"I've thought about achieving this ever since I was a little girl, to walk a red carpet, wearing those glamorous gowns and dresses, travel, be happy, to make my name a legacy and whatnot. And now that I think I am somehwere close to stepping into that world, I can't let you hold me back"
"I can't lose you Melissa, I just can't. I'm sorry, you're too precious to lose, it was a misunderstanding, I never meant it and I would never do that to you because I love you"
"You think you love me Jake. You think, but you don't.
This is my dream, my fantasy, to conquer it all, and I won't let anyone hold me back"
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Rated T (for teenagers) due to mild use of cuss words.
I smiled as I watched my closest friends be happy. That's all I've ever wanted, right? Make those around me happy, but it's hard sometimes. It's hard to watch those around you be happy when you can't manage to be happy yourself.
But don't worry. It'll get better, right? That's what they say. Maybe they're right. I should just trust them. Trust. I have too much of that sometimes. I guess it's a bit of a price when you wear your heart on your sleeve. It gets knocked around pretty easily. It gets scratched and torn every now and then.
My brother and sister, Aaron and Malissa, have always told me that I've always worn my heart on my sleeve. I may wear my heart on my sleeve, but I can't help but do whatever I can to protect it. Closing people out is usually the best way, but that's hard when you have kind heart.
If there's any emotion I can hide, it's love. Well, at least I think so. I try, okay? Doesn't mean I'm good at it.
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Hello fellow potatoes!
Fair warning: This story will have some depressing themes and possibly some triggers.
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