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F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku

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Parts 67
Time 6h 13m

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⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety

⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book.

THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE

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Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki.
At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend.
Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission.
Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. 
Will Deku be able to hold himself together? 

(oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff)

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The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14.
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Happy ending
Hope you guys enjoy :D

PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME

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🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021
🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021
🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021All Rights Reserved

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$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

I Will Save Him [Abused! Izuku X Katsuki] by ChibiEmme

Izuku Midoriya has been bullied his entire life. After collapsing during a test, Katsuki Bakkugo becomes suspicious of his old friend. He soon learns the secret of Izuku's lifestyle and decides to do all he can to help Izuku. However, Izuku's heart will take a bit of repairing. Can Katsuki mend Izuku's heart, or is he too far gone? I don't own any places or characters used in this story!! The picture isn't mine, found it on Pinterest. Credit goes to the respective creator. WARNING: this story is a little dark at times, and features a gay relationship. Don't read if you are uncomfortable with this. Contains child abuse and depressive topics. This is a My Hero Academia (Boku No Hero Academia) fanfic that I made.

Exertion (Under editing!) by thatoneeeeeemo

[Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou] - Katsuki Bakugou is aggressive, depressed, and just tired of being alive. He struggles to hide what he is truly feeling. An incident in the bathroom leaves him in able to even fake a smile. How long can Katsuki keep up his brash image? How long until that agony that grows within him comes out? How is everyone going to handle seeing how hurt Katsuki truly was? Katsuki has gone through life with closed-off emotions. Tall walls built around himself so he would never get hurt. What's going to happen when Izuku Midoriya sees past those walls? More importantly sees what Katsuki is hiding on his pale thighs. Read to find out how Izuku helps Katsuki feel something other than pain and anger.

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) by AngryOne1

COMPLETE!!! Bakugou knows nobody likes him. He knows they are all lying when they say they do. He knows they could not care less. He knows he is worthless, weak, and cruel. He knows he should not be how he is. He knows they would all be better off without him. Or: Bakugou has to present a poem and the class finds out how he really feels. I do not own any characters from BNHA, the anime itself, nor the pictures on this story, though the story written on here is mine! My first fanfic and thank you to anyone who reads! Any and all criticism appreciated! I absolutely loved writing this, it's my baby!! XD Go check out my new story, Rehabilitating Bakugou!! -Angry Started: February 5, 2020 Ended: February 11, 2020 Rankings!!! #2 kiribaku Feb 25, 2020 #4 kiribaku Aug 7, 2020 #1 class1-a Feb 22, 2020 #2 bakusquad March 7, 2020 #1 idontknowhatimdoing Feb 22, 2020 #1 depressedbakugou Feb 22, 2020

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] by katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

Depressed Deku x Todoroki {completed} by MintNChipie

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Stay with me! by LemonDarts

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Make it stop! by LemonDarts

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Halfway to the Moon by catsired

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