Do you believe in death? In eternal punishment? In gods?
My story is just another part of my own fantasy, my own world. Where I, rule. Well, I literally am one of the rulers in hell you know. And everyone is welcomed to be part of my BIG happy family, no age and gender restrictions.
The more you listen to my voice, you'll get drowned and be drag down. I can do everything. Not until someone came, no, someone barge in my life and totally changed everything.
I mean, why change? I am the best version of myself, and he dare to talk back at me. TO ME!
He was annoyingly kind, thoughtful, he keeps smiling brightly that irritates the hell out of me, he consider everyone as equal, he was the perfect angel you could imagine!
I may see life of a mere mortal a little out of my thing, but he keeps nagging. That there is more than living, like what exactly?
Lavender is in love with Yuan, the perfect guy--kind, sweet, charming, and a musician like her. The problem? He's not real. He only exists in her dreams.
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Lavender Laxamana can't sing or play the guitar in front of anyone anymore. She hides in her dreams where she can perform and play music to her heart's desire with Yuan. Lavender has already accepted that the man she loves is just a figment of her imagination, but when she crosses paths with Aki, a starting artist who goes by the name of Musikero and looks and sounds like Yuan, Lavender is hopeful they can finally be together in real life. But reality slaps her in the face when she finds out Aki is the exact opposite of Yuan, and he loathes her.
While Lavender struggles to find the connection between Yuan and Aki, can she finally find the courage to stop escaping from reality--no matter that Aki may be in love with another woman? And can she finally face the rhythm and beats of her heart and pursue her passion again? How far will she go--or not go--for her dreams?
DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish.
COVER DESIGN: Regina Dionela