This Isn't What I Wanted
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Last published Sun, Feb 28, 2021
At the time I felt like nobody wanted me. At the time I felt like I was useless and worthless than trash. At the time I actually wanted to take my time leaving by myself with no help. But no boys are just pigs for women. Make me a boy next time god. So when I come back here. I'll be stronger than ever.
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