Losing my mind and everything else

Hikiko is a 20 Year old, pansexual and pretty woman. She is the daughter of one of the most important person in the south-east asian industry and lives a pretty wealthy life. But wealthy doesn't automatically mean healthy, drugs and alcohol aren't something abnormal in her life and so aren't those funny colored pills and this white powder. She has no desires or dreams, as she has been given everything she wanted ever since she was little. The only person she ever trusted is dead and love in general is just a concept of the society so people wouldn't die of boredom. But little did she know that she would do everything for love, once she knew how hard it is, being in love.