⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH
Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside.
Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him.
-The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me)
- This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga.
- BakuDeku story
- No smut
- I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it
First chapter published: 28/11/2021
Last chapter published: 28/11/2021
Word count: 24.504
⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks
Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits.
I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book.
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"Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?"
I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?"
Did I just hear that right? Wh-
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Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting.
Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be.
Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom.
When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life.
His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive?
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PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME
This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼
Happy ending
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2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021
2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021
13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021
1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021
1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021