PARAPHERNALIA
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Last published Thu, Aug 15, 2024
Shitty lives, miserable lives; each and every lives get noted down in the Paraphernalia dairy.
What's 'normal'? Nothing's normal. No one's normal!
Get on the misery wagon and rush down to Paraphernalia town!
Word of warning: #sorrynotsorry
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