post traumatic stress disorder
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Last published Wed, Apr 8, 2015
"Do you always wake up screaming like this?"
"No." He pants
"Im not convinced"
I wait.
he doesn't respond.
"I wanna help."
"no. no you don't." He breaths out a laugh.
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