Disclosure

My name is Queen and I was born beautiful, I was blessed with a beautiful face, skin and a body, I am also quite smart, but my life was cold, empty and lonely.

I'm such a coward, no confidence, kind of introvert.
Being a beautiful woman, having a beautiful body is the dream of all the women, it is something to be proud of but not for me, because of this face and this body, I'm alone, I can't make friends with anyone, I'm only capable of making enemies.
I don't need all of this, I just want to be a normal girl, have lots of friends, have a boyfriend, find and make good memories with them.

I'm completely useless, in my worst times, I don't have anyone to rely on, or just to tell about my feeling.
Except for him, he came to me without me having to ask, he started to fill my empty soul, I began to rely on him without me knowing.

This is the first time for me to have this kind of feeling, it feels strange, but interesting, I feel alive because of him.

But somehow, I felt that I was in deep trouble because of this feeling, it's like I'm the only one expecting more from him, while he's just doing what he's supposed to do.
But I don't care, I just want to go through this, and face this, so that I won't regret it later, as long as I'm with him, I feel fine.