toska: the boy who yearns
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Ongoing, First published Mar 04, 2021
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In a world where every name has far more purpose than to simply be recognized, parents do not bear the responsibility of naming a child, for that child's destiny; their very fate, is woven into their bones when their true name appears on the wrist at the age of one. 

Cruel as this may seem, it is the will of whomever first created mankind, and regardless of names--no matter how hard some may try--there is no escaping the essence of one's true being.
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