And there it was. The piercing tone that signaled that her heart had stopped beating. I had the feeling that my air was cut off so that I could no longer breathe and the emptiness that opened up in me was so unbearable that I had to pull myself together in order not to collapse. How would I make in without her? I didn't know, but what was super clear was that she was gone. I would never be able to see her again, never be able to touch her again, never be able to be with her again, I would never be able to apologize and it felt like I was dying with her.
This is a story about what would have happened if Meredith had died in season 11 instead of Derek.
Some rights to grey's anatomy. Not all my characters.
Meredith fled Seattle once she discovered Derek chose Addison.
5 years passed since she left and she is back in Seattle for a few weeks for a case, but how will everyone deal with the surprise she brings with her?
Disclaimer I do not own any of the greys anatomy characters all rights to abc and shondaland