Colors
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He was blue, He was grey. One was expected of everything. The other was left alone. Will they end up covered in the beautiful colors? Or will they end up as grey voids?
This is the story of two men who come together through pain, sadness, and a certain song that will help keep them grounded in their journey's. Where will they go in life? What will they face? What will they become?
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This is a book I wrote based on the song "Colors", by "Halsey". I do not own the song at all, I just wrote this book based on certain life events and a wild imagination. The characters in this book, excluding meantions of Halsey herself, are MY oc's. There will also be frequent quotes and mentions of the song.
Trigger warning!
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Eating dissorder
Mental dissorders
Self Harm
Depression
BoyxBoy
Kinks
Language
Mentions of Suicide
Attempted Suicide
Spelling Errors
Bad Grammar
Etc.
DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE: Triggered easily, Queasy, Vanilla, or just do not like any of the things mentiond. You have been warned.
Like I said I do not own the song! The rightful owner is Halsey. This is just a book that I wanted to wright based on my feelings towards the song and the stories running rampant in my head everytime I hear it.
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