I'm losing myself
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same_as_always03
Ongoing, First published Mar 06, 2021
Mature
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"Why do you hate me so much?" 
What is Wilbur supposed to do, when his father blames him for the death of his mother and hates him?



/TW:
- self-harm
- attempted suicide
- blood
- depression
- death

if anyone of the people mentioned in the story expresses discomfort about it, I will take it down immediately.
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