Am I enough?
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Ongoing23m
Last published Wed, Mar 17, 2021
This is a story about being in the Dream smp fandom and feeling like it is your only home/family.
In this story I will be paying attention to real life problems that I know many people are going through right now as depression, anxiety and eating disorders. PLEASE if you know you get triggered by any of them DONT read!
❌TRIGGER WARNING!❌ this story will contain-
Depression
Anxiety
Eating disorders
Self hate
Feeling lonely/empty
Emily is a 15 year old girl who lives in central Georgia with her parents and little brother. She has gotten diagnosed with depression and anxiety and goes to her psychiatrist once a week to talk. She has been starting to struggle with school a lot recently and her sleep schedule is messed up, her life lust hangs on a thin wire.
And the only reason there is a wire that's holding her up is because of some youtubers that doesn't even know she exists.
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