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Needing You

rabidwolflerker

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Reads 4,065
Votes 50
Parts 18
Time 4h 6m

rabidwolflerker

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Johnlock (John/Sherlock) Trigger Warnings: Smut, Minor death, Drug Addiction, PTSD, Non-Consent

Sherlock had not been the same since coming back to London. Voices of the dead screaming in his mind. When John finds out, he goes to help his friend, but when Sherlock reveals a huge secret, life as John knows it changes forever. Will he keep the life he has, or give up everything for the broken detective?All Rights Reserved

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As It Should Be by iceblueteacup

All the differences between unrequited love with the right man and requited love with the wrong one. Set between Sherlock's teens and early twenties in University all the way up to his life after John's wedding. All the ways the world can break you, and all the ways it broke Sherlock. A love story turn psychological thriller.

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Memories (Sherlock BBC Fanfic) by PixelV

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