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This is simply a collection of stories, poems, prompts, thoughts, feelings etc. that are all very personal to me... and they may relate to you as well.
I want this to inspire others, I want this to open some minds, and I want this to be helpful for whoever happens upon it. Learn through experiences and lessons. But also learn through some of my mistakes...
And trust me, I have many.
Just read the first chapter and decide from there if you wish to continue. Or choose a chapter that speaks to you and read that one. You don't have to read in chronological order.
*Not finished*~ and I'll be adding to it as time goes on.
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18+!!!*
I use mature language and I will talk about mature and sometimes difficult topics. Some of it may go right over the heads of young readers, other parts may be difficult for anyone reading it.
Read at your own risk.
And of course, enjoy my pain.
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