why?..
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Ongoing5m
Last published Wed, Apr 21, 2021
a boy with black hair looks down at his hands blood dripping from them he started crying the tears not wanting to stop he looked at the ceiling and said "why?..
(please bare with me it's my first time writing a book there are going to be some mistakes oh did I forgot to mention there will be reference silly me)
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