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Hold On

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I don't really know what this is i wrote when i was sad like 6 months ago so....

aydin is a well known singer in his late 20s. his partner leo has recently committed suicide, but he's not allowed to tell anyone because his management will not allow him to be gay. 

tw: mentions of suicideAll Rights Reserved

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I couldn't save you
Mon, Mar 8, 2021

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I couldn't save you
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