Book Of Memories

I was lost. The first I lost my heart with her. Then I lost my tear, happiness, self confidence and even my honour. I run away from her again and again but at the end of the time I come back to her with my own legs. But this time I don't want to be a foolish anymore. The main point I must remind is she does not love me and does not pay me even a little attention. She loves another and she does not choose me who always believe her words that "I have do many things" and wait her. She said she love me but it is not like a lover, just as a sister or friend. I really want to know how she define the word "soul mate". Because she always said I am her soul mate. I never thought, as a girl, I fall in love with an another girl and cry too much for her. Now,this is the last time. I will not run away from her and I will not come back anymore. No drama is here. Let's stop Samzo. As your wish , let's stop.

This is the poem I wrote with her in a page. Now I just left from that page but I want to save my letters. So I publish here.