ballpit
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Contenu pour adultesEn cours d'écriture<5 mins
Dernière publication mar., mars 9, 2021
TW⚠
mentions of child abuse, self harm, suicide, mental health issues, and a brief mention of rape. if you are sensitive to any of these topics, please do not read this. your mental health is far more important than reads❤
Rosalia was finally home. No, the situation wasn't ideal. But that's what she was making work. She plopped herself on her bed and thought about how big the world is and how small she was.
"Do I have a reason to be alive?"
She closed her eyes and thought,
'Great. One more reason that maybe I don't need.'
She told herself a million times to grow up, but she just didn't. She was so scared to lose the little she had, so she never tried.
Because at the end of the day, she's loves having her heart broken.
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"Kassauni, there is more to life than continuous pain and suffering. I am sure you know that, and no one is asking you to go through it alone," She told me. I took a long drag from the blunt and held it in my lungs before releasing it. "Whatever yah talk 'bout sound like a fairy tale and mi nuh want yuh feel like me is a problem fi yuh fix," I stated, staring into her eyes. She frowned, deeply. "You need to talk to someone, or me. I am here for you if you need anything." Her voice came out softer than usual. "Rosalia, left that. It nuh concern yuh," I told her. She hissed her teeth and slapped the blunt out of my hand. "Mi try talk to yuh, but if yuh nah go at least try to get help then mi nuh need fi deh here. Stay by yuhself since a that yuh fucking want." She turned and started walking away. // He was abandoned by his parents. Time and time again they let him down, not realizing that each time it was draining him. He isn't the most sentimental guy, probably one of the most nonchalant and controlling people you've ever met. She was sweet and came from what people would call the perfect family. In a short time, she made him indecisive and question himself. Peeled away every armor he had shielding his insecurities. She broke him but stood by him while he rebuilt himself into a better man. The man he always wanted to be. The man he knew she deserved. _______________________________ - Mature Content (18+) - Violence
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