Am I really in love with my bully?
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*PLEASEEE DONT READ THIS IT WAS MY FIRST BOOK ND ITS TRASHHH*
Brianna has a hard life as it is especially with Billie being her bully. What will happen when she starts to fall for her bully?
(This story contains self harm, eating disorders, smut and other things...I will put a trigger warning before...if I forget to then I suggest you not read this book.)
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