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I Capital L Love You

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Parts 27
Time 1h 30m

angst bittersweet childhoodlove comingofage contemporary diary firstlove friendship healing heartbreak narrative newadult pain quickread rejection sad sarcasm shortstory teenfiction tragedy unrequited youngadult

"Maybe I'm just cursed into Loving you for eternity. That'd be pretty sweet only if you loved me, too."

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Loving him was the best -- and worst -- form of self-destruction. 

Sophie has been friends with Oliver since they were seven and starry-eyed. And on some level, she has Loved him (with a capital L) ever since. 

She fell down that rabbit hole at an early age, and she still doesn't know how to climb out. So, she decided to start a journal to pinpoint where it all went wrong and to figure out where to go from there. 

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Started: March 8, 2021
Finished: April 2, 2021
Word Count: 18,000

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angst bittersweet childhoodlove comingofage contemporary diary firstlove friendship healing heartbreak narrative newadult pain quickread rejection sad sarcasm shortstory teenfiction tragedy unrequited youngadult

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