𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐨 𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐞 ✓
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Complete, First published Mar 09, 2021
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Why don't you believe?" I ask whilst clenching the cross necklace that laid around my neck.

"God has the ability to heal the world so if he exists why doesn't he? Why does he let innocent people suffer just to spite the ones doing wrong? Why would he leave two young boys motherless and then parentless? Why does character building mean going through shit?"

Holden's voice cracks and I see his lips quiver, he looks away avoiding my gaze.

In that moment I knew he needed comforting and sometimes that doesn't mean words, so I laid my head on his shoulder and took his hand in mine letting him know if all else goes wrong, I'll always be there for him. 

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Addison Mills just had her life turned upside down, from the death of her mother to leaving the only home she's ever known and Micah,  the man she loved. 


Things look bleek until Holden Daze , an adrenalin junkie that moonlights as the perfect southern gentleman becomes her safe haven in a unfamiliar place. 


As the two try to navigate their way through senior year, hidden truths begin to surface and dark forces dare to tear them apart. 


Will their bond be strong enough to overcome life's challenges? Or will this be another tradegy added to the history books?
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