Lost One's Rolling

"You'll be fine!" "Just try a bit harder and you'll do better!" Those were the only words she ever heard. She had been following those words for four years, two months, and nine days in counting. She tried to be happy and work hard, she really did. But it seemed it just wasn't meant to be.
That was until she met a certain chocolate-haired, sweet boy. The two got along together very well, and went through the thick and the thin together. But one day, the boy catches her attempting suicide. What'll happen to her? It'll be the Lost One's Rolling.