My feelings and shit
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Ongoing, First published Mar 11, 2021
This is just going to be me posting about how im feeling or something that happened in my life or sometime maybe just random stuff. I don't really have a set medium so I might post poems or prose or maybe an essay if I feel like it. My writing generally sucks so sorry in advance if you decide to read this. I don't really have an update schedule and will just end up posting if I felt like writing something worthwhile that day.

Most of the time I might be talking about trying to figure out my feelings and they usually fall into the range of sad,  numb, very sad, and torture (myself, fictional characters). I might also talk a lot about politics because it's something I find really interesting. Anyways if this doesn't sound interesting your probably not going to like my writing so read on to torture yourself or leave, your choice really.
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30 parts Ongoing Mature
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