drift- eren x reader

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I always searched for comfort from the things that cause me the most damage, this time it just happens to be Eren Jaeger. As much as I want to deny his requests to come over, his charm just tends to seduce me. Ever since I have been seeing Eren I've been highly insecure. Mostly, because I don't know where I stand with him. There's moments where he wants nothing to do with me, but he makes up for it by his touch, his warmth, and his embrace. I met Eren when I was out with my friends one night, their boyfriends are all a part of a gang of street racers. They partake in illegal activities, including Eren, they gamble, they deal and they kill. I've been trying to get Eren to stop racing for a while now, but he just shuns me out whenever I bring up the topic.