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In an attempt to be human

AVeryPeculiarVirgo

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Time 17m

AVeryPeculiarVirgo

For everyone else who lingers upon hitched breathe and sleepless nights.

*Writing poetry started out as a coping mechanism for me so a good portion of my writing is about my trauma*

*All pictures used are not mine, as any teenager would do I copy and paste pictures from Pinterest so unfortunately, I am unable to give a source for every single picture.*All Rights Reserved

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For what ?

A book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !