and I'ma fck the pain away, and I know I will be okay.~ - . - Wattpad

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and I'ma fck the pain away, and I know I will be okay.~

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This story may have triggering stuff in it TW suicide thoughts etc.
It will probably and up gay so if you don't like that don't read it.


You know the feeling,when you don't know for what you are livin g? You don't know why you are here,What assignment you have in life.  You get older and older without knowing what you wanna do. You are just a teenager who trys to stay alive.


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