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To Have Loved...

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They were high school sweethearts who went their own ways in college.  A few years later they reconnected and things were on the path to a happy ever after...until tragedy struck.

This is Book 2 of the "To Love..." Series. 
Please read "To Be Loved...." first.

**18+ For a Mature Audience: Sex, Language

This is a work of fiction. All names and situations are created for the story and not intentionally based on any real events or situations.  Please do not copy in any way, shape or form.

UPDATE: This has been published on Amazon.com. Only the first five chapters will be available on here...
"To Have Loved..."
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