Truth of Secrets

Dear diary,  Summer is almost overrr , ugh . Ninth grade finna be turnttttt. But anyways, there's this boy , Jacoby. He is so fine, good lawd . He was crushin on me for the whole summer ,and I guess you could say I kinda liked him too. Buut , he wanted to go out with me, but I didn't want a relationship. Soon after, he found another girl, Janay. They were all over Instagram and it kinda upset me. Yet, he was still in my textline , sayin he still wanted to be with me. I had to try and resist him, but it was so hard. It's still going on to this day. It's almost like we're friends with benefits. But, the killing part about it is......