Feeling bad
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Mengangumimu sangat melelahkan, hati tak bisa berbohong tentang rasa yang sekian lama kusembunyikan ini. Hingga akhirnya aku bisa menumpahkan semuanya padamu. Kadang tak apa untuk tak baik - baik saja. Aku sadar aku tak sekuat yang orang-orang pikirkan tentang aku. Terimakasih sudah rela menjadi tempatku mengadu di waktu itu, waktu ku benar-benar membutuhkanmu.
aku
kamu
dia
mereka
inginku, hanya kamu dan aku yang tau
tapi apa daya, aku terlalu payah merahasiakannya.
maaf.
maaf
maaf
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