The girl with the dragon tattoo

" Do you know ?
Do you know what it's like to have heaven and hell collide inside you ?
The knot that makes you want to cry , scream and punch the walls down ,
And yet all you could do is sit there and feel Your throat tighten
And your eyes burn with tears ,
That you'll never shed "

"That's how I feel every second , every minute and that's not the worst part

The worst part is

I deserve it "

WARNINGS: this story contains mentions of suicide , murder , violence , tourture and gore

DISCLAIMERS: I do not own marvel ( sadly ) , I only own Astrianna and her story( along with other characters )