Pessimistic [Completed]
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  • Time 2h 19m
Complete, First published Mar 14, 2021
Mature
Pico was running. From what, he wouldn't tell anyone. He wasn't even completly sure if he knew. Nevertheless, it was constant movement for years on end. He knew how to do things, and when to do them. 

One day he heard a commotion nearby. For once, he let his curiosity take charge and went to investigate. 

He met a young man with blue hair, and the two hit it off. Before he knew it, he was catching feelings.

COVER ART IS MINE! I change my user often. I need to redraw it soon because I hate it.

Warning:
This is an Angst Story! Trigger Warnings in the first chapter.

Book Birthday: March 16, 2021
Book Deathday: August 16, 2021

A few chapters aren't edited and are in the wrong pov, sorry. I dont have the motivation to fix them, but the story is otherwise completed.


Anyways, enjoy!
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