I Think I'm Dying
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After a very public seizure, a high school junior falls into a pit of anxiety, plagued by this newfound shadow, she doesn't know what to do. The world feels like it's crashing down around her as her disorder progresses into pure panic. She just wants it all to stop, for her head to quiet, and the noise to stop. This story covers what it's like to live with anxiety and panic disorder. What it feels like to think you're dying.
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