Coming to terms with it.
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3 years ago I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, the more I learn about it the more I understand why I am the way I am. In a way it feels good to know it's not me saying and doing these awful things, but at the same time it hurts so much because I can't expect the people around me to understand why.
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