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If I Could Go Back In Time (BoyxBoy)

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I'm not supposed to be here. I'm supposed to be six feet underground. I'm supposed to be making people cry today. I'm supposed to be breaking news with my tragic New Years story.

Why was I brought back? I don't want to be here. Is this what happens to everyone who dies? Or was it just me? I said that I wish I could fix everything, but this isn't fixing it. This is just forcing me to live the pain a bit longer. 

Why, Fate? Why, Destiny? Why, God? Why, Universe? Why do you torture me like this?

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Hey there! I just wanted to put a warning that this story contains suicide, some self harm, and mentions of death. I would hate for anyone who is sensitive to these topics have their day be ruined because an author didn't care enough to put a warning. Anyways, I hope you enjoy and may your day be blessed with happiness and love!All Rights Reserved

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Scholar by WinterFantasies

[COMPLETED] [Warning: Strong language used throughout the book.] He put his hand over my notebook and the other over mine. I glared up at him, his golden brown eyes catching my attention. "I can't write like this," I pointed out. "Is this all you care about?" Ryan asked. I shrugged. "Not this specifically, but yeah, I care about my grades." Ryan smirked. I swallowed nervously but refused to break my stoic expression. He leaned closer to me, my heart pounding so hard against my chest it felt like it might break out and fall on the table between us. His mouth was right by my ear, and I could feel his warm breath when he spoke which sent shivers down my spine. "Well, aren't you a little a scholar?" *** The only things Alex Moris ever cared about were his grades and his sister. However, when the boy his sister likes, Ryan Smithe, makes things complicated and causes him to feel things he's never felt before, Alex realizes that, maybe, there's more important things in life than grades and scholarships. [Word Count: 40,216] [BoyxBoy] ~#14 in the "BoyxBoy" tag on 3/5/2019~ ~#14 in the "love" tag on 12/28/2018~ ~#8 in the "lgbt" and "lgbtq" tags on 1/4/2019~ ~#1 in the "loveislove" tag on 1/12/2019~ ~#31 in the "romance" tag on 2/10/2019~ ~#2 in the "BxB" tag on 3/9/2019~

𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗞𝗢𝗞𝗨 𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦 by chuuyachuups

I HAVE MOVED ON TO AO3, THIS MOST LIKELY WILL NO LONGER BE UPDATED (ao3: zaikunxx) I PLAN TO REWORK SOME OF THE CHAPTERS IN THIS BOOK ON AO3, SO PLEASE CHECK ME OUT <3 Content warnings: •Suicide (especially for Dazai, of course.) •Self-harm •Cursing •Graphic depctions of bodily harm, blood, etc. •past me being horrible at writing and making characters super ooc :'( Dont be surprised if you see one of these chapters being deleted/ changed. Im trying to fix some that probably mischaracterized a character super badly or im just super unhappy with it. As the name of the book states, this is full of soukoku oneshots/multishots, etc. NO SMUT OR LEMON OR GRAPHIC SEXUAL SCENES. there will be mentions of it though, or brief scenes. Im bad at angst lolzies I do not own any art in this, nor do I own any Bungou Stray Dogs character.

Call me kitten (boyxboy love) ✓ by _Pretty-please

Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks. But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy. This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten. *The sequel is out - Make me beg* https://www.wattpad.com/story/293369610-make-me-beg == Links == All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile! == Disclaimer == # This is a boy x boy story # Contains explicit language and content (+18!!) # Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning) == Rankings == Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE (and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )

☕︎Vacancy☕︎ by WhorelessHusband

//CURRENTLY EDITING AS OF DEC 2024//POSSIBLE PLOTHOLES//INCONSISTENCIES// There's always going to be a time when you feel unfulfilled. For a young inherited billionaire, Granger King was quite dissatisfied with his life. It always felt as though something was missing and he wasn't sure what it could have been. Finding himself lonely time and time again, he finally decides to go outside and explore his new neighborhood, see where the sidewalks take him. Well, the sidewalks take him directly to two strange boys who looked as if they were on the brink of collapse. Granger is far too kind to leave said boys on the street in such condition. {Disclaimer: Trigger Warning in advance for anything mentioned in this book that's possibly offensive, etc. This is a boyxboy story that will include mature scenes and obscene language. I do not own or take credit for any media used in this story. Any relation to realistic places, events, people, or things is purely coincidental. THIS IS A FICTIONAL STORY OF MY OWN CREATION. I do not tolerate any hate of any kind in the comment section so please do not say anything at all if you have nothing nice to say. Any unnecessary conflict will get you blocked and reported. You have been WARNED. Thank you for reading!} #129 men 08/12/19 #84 men 12/14/20 Started: 03/23/2019 Republished: 05/06/2022 Finished: TBA

It was a coincidence by lalailaladai

He woke up. But wished he didn't. Something he had had forever was gone now. And it made him confused. Where would it have gone, why wouldn't it come back. But even when he felt like nothing would make his smile come back, something walked torwards him and that something flipped his life all around, even so slowly, but surely. It was something he didn't expect but what he needed. And that we call a coincidence. ~~~ [ Random info ahead ] ~Fluff and angst ~boy x boy ( I won't write smut though, I'm barely able to write kissing scenes xD ) !! ~All the other characters besides vixx members and Amber are my own, they do not exist in real. ~I do not own any of the pics I use! This is my very first fanfiction or any story over all, also English isn't my first language, so don't expect my writing to be perfect >///< 오또카지!!~ Ah I hope you like it^o^ If anything bothers you about my story or you find grammar/ spelling errors, then feel free to comment them, so I can fix it^^!!

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